September 29, 2005

Ok, I haven't done this in forever but I'm going to start again. It might only be once a week but I need to keep track of things more.

Well, I'm 32 now. Still hopelessly looking for someone. Sharon called 4 days after Hurricane Katrina hit as I was driving with Amanda to go eat. So we got to the restaurant and I was still talking to Sharon and I told her I would call her back. Well, that's been 3 weeks ago. I really do need to call her back. What am I afraid of? I haven't seen her for 14 years, so nothing should be expected. I should have never said anything about the way I felt about her in high school. It just wasn't work it. I know, I'm falling into my normal "pull away before you get too close" deal, but she is the one person I should not ever do that to. She knew me more than anyone else probably ever has. Unfortunately, that was 14 years ago. So we will see.

The trip to Disneyworld was great. I had a really good time, and I'm counting down again. I go back on November 26th, only 58 days away!!!! Once again, I can't wait. I'll probably spend way too much money again, but so be it. Its just green paper anyway.

Well, back to work for now. I'll type more tomorrow.